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Thursday, July 28, 2005

early birthday present...

I still have tears in my eyes as I write this...

Lisa gave me my presents a day early. I just finished unwrapping them and playing with them, and I have to say that they were the most thoughtful, sweet, and caring gifts thus far in my life...

She gave me the little wizard frog that I saw on July 4 while I was out shopping in Belfast with Joshua...she wasn't even there, but she remembered the name of the frog when I told her about it that night... and she went and found it and bought it for me...

And...

She went through my art catalogs and bought me a whole box of delicious watercolors, series 1, 3, and 4 colors that are rich and beautiful and I can't wait to try out....

They are the sweetest gifts ever.... things that she put a lot of thought into...

and they mean the world to me.

I'll never forget them... thank you my darling...

I love you...


Opera Rose. copyright2005 H. Robbins. watercolor on hotpress. 12X13. Posted by Picasa

Interesting short article...

Lesbian Sex: TribadismLesbian Life Blog

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July 27, 2005

Lesbian Sex: TribadismWhat is your favorite way to have sex? Lesbians, just like straight people and gay men, have many options when it comes to sexual gratification. But did you know that the word for one form of lesbian sex was also synonymous with "lesbian?" Tribadism is derived from the word "tribade" which prior to 1965 meant "lesbian." So what is tribadism? And how do you do it?

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

IDIOT

(Texas intelligence strikes.... yet again.....)

What do you suppose he thought would happen?


Tue Jul 26,10:01 AM ET

SAN ANTONIO, Texas (Reuters) - A Texas man was arrested on Monday after calling police to complain about the theft of his marijuana, authorities said.
Stephen Knight, 17, said three men had broken into his apartment, hogtied him with Christmas lights and stole some marijuana, along with a plasma screen television, police said.
Police are looking for the suspects. In the meantime, they arrested Knight after finding several marijuana plants growing under heat lamps in the apartment, four grams of harvested marijuana and a tablet of ecstasy, Officer Chad Ripley said.
Knight said the men barged into his home early on Monday morning demanding, "Where's the weed?," according to San Antonio police.

Big Foot

Canadian lab to test 'sasquatch' hair

Tue Jul 26,12:48 AM ET


VANCOUVER, British Columbia (Reuters) - The debate over the existence of sasquatch, aka Bigfoot, an ape-like creature said to haunt the wilderness of western Canada has entered the world of modern DNA testing.
A laboratory will test hair samples that several residents of Teslin, Yukon, say were left when the large, but so-far mythological creature made a late-night run through their community in early July.
University of Alberta wildlife geneticist David Coltman, who agreed to do the tests as a favor to a colleague, said on Monday that scientists have cataloged the DNA of nearly all large animals in the Yukon such as bears and bison.
"So we'll compare it to all of that, and if it doesn't match anything, then it's potentially interesting," said Coltman, who suspects the hair was actually left behind by a much more mundane Yukon bison.
"If sasquatch is indeed a primate, then we would expect the sample to be closer to humans or chimpanzees or gorillas," Coltman said.
The legend of a large, hairy, two-legged creature lurking in the mountains of western Canada and the United States dates back to before Europeans settled the continent. This was the second report of the creature near Teslin in just over a year.
In the latest sighting, a group of Teslin residents told the Canadian Broadcasting Corp. they heard branches cracking and saw a large human-like creature run by a house. It left behind large footprints, they said, and the hair tufts that were given to wildlife officials.
Coltman expects to have his results on Thursday and said that even if the hair turns out not to be from a sasquatch, the process should serve as good way to get students interested in the field of DNA testing.
"It's sort of like a wildlife CSI story," he said.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Yessy....art gallery

Take a look at Yessy:

http://www.yessy.com/790101032.html

A great place to view and critique art. I signed up as well. See if you can find mine!

: )

Sunday, July 17, 2005

just finished my ...

next painting. Awesome.

Such a sense of accomplishment.

Will post later.

wee

Friday, July 15, 2005


Rose After the Rain. copyright2005 H. Robbins. watercolor on canvasboard Posted by Picasa

long day...

My black cloud never fails.

I have (what the doctor thinks might be) a cyst on my right ovary (the doctor is calling it a "mass" right now...trying not to let that scare me to death). Sick to my stomach, tired, and pissed off at the world right now...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

when asked...

during a survey over the phone, when asked whether she was married or not, Lisa replied this:

"No, I can't get married. I'm gay.......
I bet you don't have a box for that!"

Thursday, July 07, 2005

please remember...(to everyone out there)

saving someone's picture(s) (photgraph/artwork/painting, etc.) and printing it out in any shape or form goes against a copyright. No reproductions of any artwork may be made without the artist's permission. Artists tend to pursue legal matters like this, so make note of copyright laws, thank you.


Rose Petals. watercolor on coldpressed 140lb. copyright 2005 H. Robbins. .This is one of the paintings that was inspired by my earlier photos. I'm entering it into an art contest this month. We'll see how it does...wish me luck.... Posted by Picasa

Wednesday, July 06, 2005


Hot Pink Rosebud After Rainshower. copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa


Hot Pink Rose After a Rain. copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa

Thanks to you...

Sincere thanks goes to Kat for inspiring me all over again with regards to my art. She began her interest in photography lately and it inspired me to take some more pics and to go back through old ones. Because of this, I took some awesome pics (will post two of them in a moment) which inspired an entire line of artwork for me. After those are done, I'll post some pics of those as well.
Thank you for inspiring me.

And yes, I know... they are pink... hot pink...

no comments, please.

LOL


Rainbow view from our deck after a rainshower. copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa


One of our roses just starting to bloom. copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa

Sunday, July 03, 2005


How fast can our cat Teddy move?!!! wow! He's from the Matrix! LOL copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa


One of our lovely chickens! copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa


DRIVE. copyright2005 H. Robbins Posted by Picasa

a blurb and a joke

Every night this week I've been up in the middle of the night to take my antibiotic... I have to take it with something to eat and then stay upright for at least 30 minutes (it gives wicked bad hearthburn...that's the instructions on the bottle). So I've been up in a pain-pill induced stupor attempting to read email, etc....

I think I pretty much lost my sense of humor, though, until tonight (cuz I'm off the pain pills for now, yay!).....

so here's a really funny joke I got in my email tonight:


Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven, God went missing for six days.On the seventh day of God's mysterious disappearance, Archangel Michael found him resting on a tiny cloud.He inquired of God, "Where have You been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made."

Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?"

"It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put LIFE on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance."

"Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.

God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while Southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot. Over there I've placed a continent of white people and over there is a continent of black people."God continued, pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."

The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a large landmass in the top corner and asked, "What's that one?"

"Ah," said God. "That's Canada, the most glorious place on Earth. There are beautiful mountains, lakes, rivers, streams and an exquisite coastline. The people from Canada are going to be modest, intelligent and humorous and they're going to be found traveling the world. They'll be extremely sociable, hard working and high-achieving, and they will be known throughout the world as diplomats and carriers ofpeace. I'm also going to give them superhuman, undefeatable ice hockey players who will be admired and feared by all whocome across them."

Michael gasped in wonder and admiration but then proclaimed, "What about balance, God? You said there will be BALANCE!"

God replied wisely, "Wait until you see the loud-mouth bastards I'm putting next to them."

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Update on Zach and Love in Action

Washington Blade Online
NATIONAL NEWS

Tenn. opens new probe of ‘ex-gay’ facility:
Experts say children should not be forced into counseling
By Eartha Melzer Friday, July 01, 2005


The state of Tennessee continues to probe Love in Action, the Memphis facility that has drawn protests since a 16-year-old known as “Zach” blogged that his parents were sending him there for treatment intended to change his sexual orientation.
The Tennessee Department of Health has sent a letter to Love in Action notifying the group that it is suspected of operating illegally, according to Andrea Turner, communications director for the department.
Turner said that if the program is strictly faith-based it would not require licensing by the state, but that according to the group’s Web site, Love in Action has licensed counselors and provides services related to alcohol and drug addiction on site.
“If this is the case, they are required to be licensed as a drug and alcohol treatment facility in Tennessee,” Turner said.
If employees there are providing counseling on homosexuality, it is possible that they are operating outside their area of expertise, Turner added.
Legislation giving the health department the authority to issue cease-and-desist orders to unlicensed alcohol and drug treatment facilities goes into effect July 1. Turner said that the health department is considering whether the Love in Action facility is causing harm.
Rachel Lassiter, of Tennessee Gov. Phil Bredesen’s communications office, said that the Department of Mental Health & Developmental Disabilities has also begun research on Love in Action and is writing a letter of inquiry to the facility to determine whether an official investigation is warranted.
Lassiter said that only licensed professionals should provide mental health care in Tennessee and that the state has an interest in making sure that whatever services are offered are beneficial.
Last week, the Department of Child Services investigated allegations of child abuse at the facility and determined that the allegations were unfounded.
Dr. Warren Throckmorton, a psychologist at faith-based Grove City College in Pennsylvania and a leading advocate for the view that sexual orientation can be changed, said that he believes that Love in Action is mixing ministry with treatment and that people can be damaged by sexual reorientation therapies offered by unprofessional practitioners.
Throckmorton emphasized that while a parent might compel a teen to attend church, a professional counselor is bound to obtain informed consent from a client and should not treat a minor solely because his parents are upset about his sexual orientation.
Love in Action advertises a therapeutic environment in which professional counselors help people overcome “addictive behaviors including homosexuality.”



For the complete article:
http://www.washblade.com/2005/7-1/news/national/tenopen.cfm

Friday, July 01, 2005

a link to her poetry

I found some of Katharine Lee Bates' poems here:

http://www.sappho.com/poetry/k_bates.html#If%20You%20Could%20Come

Amazing how one lesbian's words can stir a heart so much... amazing how a lesbian could write "America the Beautiful" and yet America could hate what she stands for so damn much right now...

VERY interesting tidbit of trivia for ya'll

Playwright Katherine Lee Bates
by David Bianco

For many people in the United States, the song "America the Beautiful" captures the spirit of the country even better than the national anthem. It certainly is a lot easier to sing. On top of that, the lyrics were written by Katharine Lee Bates, a Wellesley College professor who lived for 25 years as "one soul together" with another woman. Born in Falmouth, Mass., in 1859, Bates was a precocious child who at the age of 9 already had strong likes and dislikes. "I like women better than men," the young girl wrote in her diary. "I like fat women better than lean ones." She also showed her early feminist proclivities: "Sewing is always expected of girls. Why not boys?" After graduating from Wellesley College in 1885, Bates was invited to stay on and teach English. Pursuing a teaching career was one way that young, middle-class women at that time could become economically independent and remain unmarried if they so chose. In fact, Susan B. Anthony called the last years of the 19th century "the epoch of the single woman," because so many educated women opted not to marry men and instead partnered off with other women in romantic friendships. In 1887, Bates met another young faculty member, Katharine Coman, who taught history and political economy and later founded the college's economics department. Their friendship grew slowly; it wasn't until 1890 that the two women considered themselves (and were considered by others) to be bound together in an intimate relationship. Their circle of friends included other female academic couples who lived together in "Wellesley marriages." Because the salary for a female professor was only $400 a year "with board and washing," Bates and Coman supplemented their incomes by writing books and articles, giving guest lectures, and accepting summer teaching gigs. Throughout their relationship, work often kept the two apart. Bates's travels sometimes took her abroad, once to Spain, where she wrote to Coman, "Such a rainy, sorrowful day. I want you very much." On a research stint at Oxford University, she reminisced about an afternoon they'd shared when "there were two hands in one pocket." In 1893, Bates took a summer teaching job at Colorado College in Colorado Springs. One day, she and some colleagues decided to scale the 14,000 feet of Pike's Peak. "We hired a prairie wagon," Bates recalled later. "Near the top we had to leave the wagon and go the rest of the way on mules. I was very tired. But when I saw the view, I felt great joy. All the wonder of America seemed displayed there, with the sea-like expanse." The opening lines of a poem, celebrating "spacious skies" and "purple mountain majesties," formed in her mind. That evening, Bates completed in one sitting the poem she titled "America the Beautiful." At first Bates didn't consider the poem good enough for publication, and she waited two years before submitting it to a journal called The Congregationalist. When published on July 4, 1895, "America the Beautiful" became instantly popular, and shortly thereafter it was set to a piece of music by composer Samuel Ward. Over the years, there were several attempts to adopt the song as the national anthem, but "The Star-Spangled Banner," a much older tune, won out in 1931. The song lyrics provided Bates with a steady income for the rest of her life. In 1907, she had a house for herself and Coman custom-built near the Wellesley campus. On the third floor was a large, open study in which Coman wrote. Though less well-known than her partner, Coman was a prolific writer who authored six books and numerous articles on American history and economics. Also a social activist, Coman helped to found Denison House, a settlement house in Boston that is still in operation.
In 1912, Coman underwent surgery for a lump in her breast. Another operation soon followed, forcing her to retire from teaching. Bates installed an elevator in their home so that her partner could negotiate the house's three floors and continue to live as normally as possible. But in 1915, Coman died at the age of 57. Overwhelmed with grief, Bates immediately began writing a collection of poems for the woman she had nicknamed "Joy of Life." Published in 1922 in a limited edition of 750 copies, Yellow Clover: A Book of Remembrance took its name from the small flowers the two women had pressed into the letters they wrote to each other during their travels. The poems were a testament to the deep love Bates had felt for Coman: My love, my love, if you could come once more From your high place,I would not question you for heavenly lore, But, silent, take the comfort of your face. Bates authored many other volumes of poetry, as well as academic treatises on Shakespearean drama and several children's books, including a popular one about her and Coman's dog. She taught at Wellesley until 1920, when she retired to write poetry full time. Without Coman, though, she told a friend that she was "sometimes not quite sure whether I'm alive or not." She died in 1929 at age 70.

blurb from today's news....

USDA says sick cow was born in Texas

By Elizabeth Weise, USA TODAY Thu Jun 30, 6:27 AM ET
The USA's second case of mad cow disease was in a beef cow born, raised and slaughtered in Texas, making it the nation's first home-grown example of the brain-wasting disease,
Department of Agriculture officials said Wednesday.

The animal was a 12-year-old Brahman cross-breeding cow that had been taken to a pet-food plant in Waco, Texas, in November. Brahman traits are prized by cattle growers for making other breeds heartier.

It was a downer, meaning it couldn't walk on its own and was therefore deemed unfit for human consumption, said John Clifford, USDA's chief veterinarian, in an evening news conference.
The plant, which the Agriculture Department would not identify,takes downer, dead, diseased or distressed animals that cannot be used for human food according to federal regulations enacted after the nation's first case of mad cow in December 2003.

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Bush was "texas born and grown," too -- does that mean we can classify him as a "downer" too?

We wish...